Here it is!

I usually never post really anything about myself because I would rather post about my adorable kids and awesome husband. But this hit a tender spot and I just needed a little vent!!!
I had only been 9 weeks along when I had this miscarriage. I know a lot of people that have misscarried but I just never thought it would be so painful and emotional. Sunday I was on my way home from a little family vacation with my parents and hadn't felt like very good at all and was wondering if I had eaten something but later it had been obvious that I was going to loose my baby that I was so excited about. I even had the experience of visiting the ER in the middle of the night because I was cramping so badly. I am just so grateful for the gospel and priesthood that I have in my life. The gospel is amazing and I know that my Heavenly Father loves me very much! I know we are suppose to go through trials but wow, what an experience I haven't ever wanted to go through!
I am so grateful for the priesthood and my husband and grandfather were able to give me a blessing. The gospel is so true and I am grateful for the family and friends I have.